INISHI8

“Happy Mother’s Day” : People always said we looked alike, I disagree at times, but I think I get her smile ^_^

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Up Dharma Down

—Anino

Up Dharma Down: Bakit walang sila mas kapagkilala sa Fil-Am community?

Anino 
Armi Millare

Pagod na ang mga labi kahit wala pang sinasabi
Puro minsan na lang, nakapako sa aking isipan
Tahan na, umiiyak ka na naman
Hindi ba’t ikaw din ang papahid ng luhang yan

Hindi ka ba nag-sasawa sa tuwing titindig at titig sa salamin
Lahat ay nag-wakas,nakamtan ang kalayaan ko
Habang mayroon pang nalalabing lakas, nais kong malaman mo

Heto ako, sumpang hindi na uulit pa
Heto ako, handang-handang iwanan ka
Heto ako, mamumuhay ng mag-isa
Heto ako, ba’t nariyan ka pa

Ipagpaumanhin mo sana ang takbo ng isipan kong ito
Sadyang ganyan lang tal’ga, wala sa katwiran
Alam mo, tama na tapos na ang nakaraan
Hindi ito nararapat gawan ng paraan

Hindi ka ba naiinis sa tuwing ika’y sinisisi
Sa pag-ibig na kailan ma’y hindi na umusbong
Noon ay sinabik, ngunit ngayon ako’y nagbabalik
Dahil lamang sa nag-iisang saglit na silayan kang muli 

Heto ako, nakatayo sa iyong harapan
Heto ako, handa na atang masaktan
Heto ako, ‘di na mag-papapigil pa
Heto ako, nariyan ka pa ba


Heto ako, dahil sa iyo’y gulong-gulo
Heto ako, sana’y paniwalaan mo
Heto ako, umaawit, litong-lito
Heto ako, unawain mo

Kailangan pa ba, kailangan kita
Nasaan ka na, nariyan ka pa ba
Ika’y sumumpa, hindi mawawala ang iyong pag-sinta
Huwag mo, huwag mo akong iiwan

Patawad kung ikaw ay nasaktan

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Kassin ft. Manu

—Papo Cafajeste


(The singer of this song is a woman!)

“Whooaaaa you look just like her...” “I know, but I forgot MY nose ring at home..” ~Inishi8

“Whooaaaa you look just like her...”

“I know, but I forgot MY nose ring at home..”

~Inishi8

Its 4:14 AM. Tumblr. Facebook. Day in the life of…. I don’t know why I’m feeling so nostalgic all of a sudden. I started looking through some photos from last year. NEW YORK! DC! even Youth Group! then I realized I was no better than anyone. I’m not depressed, I’m not in Seattle either. I’m just sleepless. Maybe, its better for me, and the sake of my health…God I stink! ~Inishi8

Its 4:14 AM. Tumblr. Facebook. Day in the life of…. I don’t know why I’m feeling so nostalgic all of a sudden. I started looking through some photos from last year. NEW YORK! DC! even Youth Group! then I realized I was no better than anyone. I’m not depressed, I’m not in Seattle either. I’m just sleepless. Maybe, its better for me, and the sake of my health…God I stink! ~Inishi8

K…babe

(Hey, it’s your boyfriend!)


I don’t know how many “F*ck you“‘s or middle fingers I can take before I reach the point where I boil but in this moment in time the smile you bring to my face hurts more than the context of those words in the order you chose to put them. I’m your “troll” and you said you were my mother. The event I set aside to my memory which serves as the cover letter to most of my conversations will forever stain the attire my life wears and tears in another rough game that creates a bully in you. My Best Friend. I love you. My Lesbian Love. I confess not enough “how art thous” in the face of a knuckle sandwich but the playground of our lives is only another wish upon a star making no difference of the differences that we are. In the interpretation outside our inside jokes, just as I put it, “How will anyone know what we’re talking about?” I’m still surprised people don’t think we’re lovers but I still want to hold your hand when we walk down the aisle with the people we tried so hard to separate ourselves from. The total epitome of this dumb story is that although there aren’t always happy endings, its OKAY. This isn’t a poem because I know you would laugh and tear apart the words that I say to you in a confetti of lost confessions. This is a a letter of gratitude, and yes, the money is in the card…BITCH!

~Inishi8 

(Skype 5/9/12 3:24AM) Its been a while and I wanted to see what was up… If anything, I still remember you telling me about how relationships are not about what one recieves or give…but what two create together. I still also remember how you taught me to love to my fullest ability despite people’s faults. I won’t forget those lessons and how you were a good friend to me despite my attitude. I am a child and I know I have a lot of growing up to do. I blame myself for the disposition of our relationship and again, I am very sorry. If anything, I should have treated you with the utmost respect but the should haves and could haves in the world won’t do anything to change that. You also taught me, that life goes on. Thank You For helping me grow up when I needed it Anyway Sweet Dreams and God bless…. ~Inishi8

(Skype 5/9/12 3:24AM)

Its been a while

and I wanted to see what was up…

If anything, I still remember you telling me about how relationships are not about what one recieves or give…but what two create together. I still also remember how you taught me to love to my fullest ability despite people’s faults. I won’t forget those lessons and how you were a good friend to me despite my attitude. I am a child and I know I have a lot of growing up to do. I blame myself for the disposition of our relationship and again, I am very sorry. If anything, I should have treated you with the utmost respect but the should haves and could haves in the world won’t do anything to change that. You also taught me, that life goes on.

Thank You

For helping me grow up when I needed it

Anyway

Sweet Dreams

and God bless….

~Inishi8

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I can’t even fully understand this. The tagalog is too old! How sad -___-, anyway, great song, reminds me of my dad <3

Maala-ala mo kaya 
(do you still remember)
Ang sumpa mo sa akin 
(the vows you had made to me)
Na ang pag-ibig mo ay 
(saying that your love) 
Sadyang di magmamaliw
(won’t end)

Huwag mong sabihing ikaw’y hamak 
(don’t say you’re common)
Kahit na isang mahirap 
(even if you’re poor)
Pagkat ang tangi kong pag-ibig 
(since the only love)
Ganyan ang hinahanap 
(i’m searching for is like that)

Aanhin ko ang kayamanan 
(what will i do with wealth)
Kung ang puso’y salawahan 
(when the heart fickles)
Nais ko’y pag-ibig na tunay 
(what i desire is true love)
At walang kamatayan 
(that would last forever)

Maala-ala mo kaya 
(do you still remember)
Ang sumpa mo sa akin 
(the vows you had made to me)
Na ang pag-ibig mo ay 
(saying that your love )
Sadyang di magmamaliw
(won’t end)

Kung nais mong matanto 
(if you would want to know)
Buksan ang aking puso 
(open my heart)
At tanging larawan mo 
(and only the picture of you)
Ang doo’y nakatago. 
(is hidden there)

Di ka kaya magbago 
(will you change?)
Sa ‘yong pagmamahal 
(because of your love,)
Hinding-hindi giliw ko 
(definitely not, my love)
Hanggang sa libingan 
(up to the grave/ till i die)

O kay sarap mabuhay 
(it’s so good to live)
Lalo na’t may lambingan 
(especially when there is affection)
Ligaya sa puso ko 
(the happiness i felt in my heart)
Ay di na mapaparam
(i can stop it anymore) 

 
Maala-ala mo kaya 
(do you still remember)